My Only Love

yeah, yeah. whatever. my only <3 haha, as in, seriously lah.

Reasons to be mad at myself

我爱你

1. I tend to procrastinate alot.
2. I am addicted to the Internet.
3. I like pokemon/spongebob too much.
4. I am too fickle-minded.
5. I am a coward in all ways.
6. I once told someone to fuck off just because she asked me to go for a shower.
7. I don’t like to bathe (ewww. it’s true. ha)
8. I pin up my hair so that I wouldn’t look like a crazy woman in the middle of the day.
9. I wear over-sized uniform.
10. I don’t exercise enough.
11. I don’t listen to my ipod much… not enough.
12. I have no money to buy the albums I want.
13. I am too lazy to download songs.
14. I look like a fugly asshole (haha, kidding… or do i? xD)
15. I don’t wash my own dishes.
16. I allow my brother to blast music in the house.
17. I cannot change my phone on my own because it isn’t 2 years old, yet.
18. I write song lyrics that are too cliche and childish.
19. I hate coming home everyday.
20. I cannot think of the 20th reason to be mad at myself.

I’ll add in more when I can think better. There are more, for sure! So… it’s saturday and I have quite alot to do. Actually wanted to go out for a walk or something but well, too much to do but too little time! Hence, walking trip = scraped. So now, please allow me to carefully and accurately complete my cannot-make-it EoM. Thank you, and goodbye.

the DEL series

There are definitely more to come delissocoollike… whoops!

Re: fuck off.

 

People always appear at the wrong time and place. And as if they had rehearsed it, they play the scenes that spite me, annoy/irritate me. I mean, if it’s like during the holidays when I have more than enough time to entertain you, it’s realllllly ok. But now? When I’m all so fucking depressed and stressed over my block test results? Find a better timing, darling. It’s easier to accept it that way.

I may appear cheerful and happy everyday, but no one knows what burns right inside. No one understands and no one will ever understand. I’m good at bottling up my feelings… I find it really uncomfortable to talk about personal stuff to anyone. The only good thing is that it doesn’t stop me from being positive, or at least pretend to be.

So… I need something to make me laugh. Like, a ‘har gao’ joke! ha ha ha har gao. hahaha. Oh, man. I’m going insane. Just like how I always do whenever I see _____. When will I ever be able to muster enough courage to say hi…? I sound like a despo right there. Like, TOTALLY.

take care lovelies. the summer is here!

Be happy. cheers xD

Heart of Greed

Every week day, 9 pm on channel 55 (cable tv)/replay at 12 am on channel 255. I think there are 4 more episodes. The most exciting and thrilling episodes of allllllll. GO WATCH!

Staying on the shelf

PW = Pointless Work

Too true to be true?

I read one of Colin Cheong’s books today — Poets, Priests and Prostitutes. Erm, Idk what to say cos I never thought that he can write books like that. So much explicit content. Oh wait, but that sounds like him. Eh whatever. So tuition today went fine. Thanks thanks, alot! many many x x x (x = kiss)

Blocks results are GROSS! Like, wtf. I should be mentally prepared to retain. Life sucks, as always… not. Goodbye my lurvassss.

Love Like This

One of the very few stupid bubbly love songs that I like! (got Sean Kingstn somemore.. walao I’m retarded)

Strange things do happen

Today I saw a nanyang version of Kaiyi and someone who looks almost exactly like my cousin. Plus, my auntie made durian flavoured jelly which tastes damn funny… it’s still ‘lingering’ at the back of my tongue. Oh dear, I’m so bad with words.

Still gonna write on no matter what. Just some things.

1. I want John Mayer’s new ‘live’ album, “Where The Light Is”.
2. I need to finish tutorial 9C, Bio Mitosis and Bio Prac.
3. I have to finish watching season 4 of LOST.
4. I finally find messaging fun.
5. Ok, bye hahahahaha

Pictures time!

Babies are cute!

Badges are cool, trendy.

Pushpop kills. (haha the pushpop is shiny cos of saliva!)

STUFF (sorry for the quality.)

pi-ka-choooo

Cardiff Castle

ho-my-god what a small photo! But that’s what I’ve been waiting for.. all these while.. THE CASTLE PHOTO! A PROOF THAT WE’VE BEEN THERE haha! That’s Zena on the left and me on the right. We were apparently posing for Ms Chua haha. Artistic shot. This photo was taken at the Cardiff Castle, in Cardiff (of course), Wales. We had a pretty good time with the 10 other swimmers! hahaha, gone are the days!